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019 [Oct. 9th, 2005|02:15 am]
manny santos<3
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |none..]

I'm tired of rockstar boyfriends.
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018 [Sep. 24th, 2005|12:40 pm]
manny santos<3
[mood |blankblank]
[music |Everything ll Lifehouse]

Haven't updated this thing in while, sorry. Well, four days. Still is kinda long, right? Nothing's really been going on though, just hanging out trying to forget about Craig..isn't exactly working at the house. Kinda boring if you ask me. I don't know, as much as I try to forget about the whole..situation..I really can't. And seeing Craig didn't really help any..And Emma thinking she's pregnant? Still not helping.

Oh, I got a haircut the other day..so that's always fun. I don't know, guess I needed change. I like it though, not sure what anyone else thinks. Not that I really care though, it's my hair, so be it. :)
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017 [Sep. 20th, 2005|07:42 pm]
manny santos<3
[mood |blahblah]
[music |Vaughan Penn ll Almost Perfect]

So..I saw Craig..
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016 [Sep. 13th, 2005|09:58 pm]
manny santos<3
[mood |worriedworried]
[music |Butch Walker ll Mixtape]

I don't even know what to say..Craig's missing and I don't know what to do. I mean, just the night before, I slapped the boy. Don't get me wrong, I think he totally deserved it, but was I honestly any better? I mean, it's not like I didn't hit on some guy infront of his face, it's not like I didn't say "happy birthday" when it was his birthday. I kind of feel like I'm the blame..maybe if I just calmly took the news then everything would be okay?

Ugh..just forget it. I'm going to start putting up "missing" posters and stuff, anyone want to help me?
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015 [Sep. 12th, 2005|08:47 pm]
manny santos<3
[mood |crappycrappy]
[music |I'm A Fake || The Used]

Hmm. Finding out that your ex-boyfriend had sex with your ex-best friend once again. What a day. No matter what he'll tell me, I know he isn't sorry. If he really was, then he would have stopped it way earlier. It's just so stupid, I don't know why I'm upset over it.

I thought it wouldn't happen again..but of course, I'm stupid and just went out with him anyway right after he had sex with Emma the first time. When he first said that he cheated on me, I didn't believe him. I mean, it's Craig. My ex-boyfriend. The amazing singer/guitarist that I am thought I was in love with. He wouldn't do that to me, or at least I thought he wouldn't.

He couldn't even tell me who it was, saying that it was "best" if I didn't know. Oh, because knowing that some girl helped my ex-boyfriend cheat on me is really going to calm me down? Especially if I don't even know who it is. Wow. Thanks Craig, for your concern. So, after some pathedic little moments, he told me that "they" went all the way.

I just couldn't take this..all of this at once, so I slapped him. He tried to be all nice, trying to comfort me. You honestly think that right after telling me that you had SEX with this girl is going to help me? Once again, Craig really does look out for me, doesn't he? After he slipped out part of Emma's name, I knew it had to be her. Who else fucks people, just loves lying, backstabs you, and name starts with an "E"?

Hm. Only one person was on my mind, obviously. I don't know what you were thinking, but I guessed "the" Emma Nelson. Ding, ding, I was right! Wow. Surprise, surprise, there.

After numerous times of her telling me that she wants us to be friends again, and that she's "sorry" in the past, I really can't believe her anymore. Not that I really did in the first place. But honestly, what kind of person is she? Who does that kind of stuff? I mean, holy shit..and people called me a slut. I seriously just can't trust either of them, I can't trust anyone.

I guess this is how it'll always come out as. My ending. I get screwed over. As always, I'm the one getting hurt. As always, here I am, once again, on my bed, crying my eyes out. But didn't you expect it?

I mean, I am Manny Santos. That's what I'm "famous" for, right? Switching from relationship to relationship, yet getting hurt in each one. I don't even know why I even try anymore. I seriously just give up on guys. No, I take that back -- I give up on people.

You know those endings where Prince Charming lifts the beautiful princess off her feet and they live happily ever after? This isn't one of those endings.
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014 [Sep. 12th, 2005|12:16 am]
manny santos<3
[mood |thirstythirsty]
[music |If You're Not The One ll David Beddingfield]

Ew. It's been forever since I've updated this thing. Sorry, guys. I kind of forgot about this and stuck to a real journal. Y'know, the ones in journals. But anyways, a little has happened since my last entry.

Well...yeah, Craig and I are..heh, over. I was at this football game, cheering (duh! what else), just well, talking to this guy, before he came over. To be honest, I was a little harsh and didn't talk to him. I don't really know what was going through through my mind, or when I walked over to him a little later and broke up with him. I mean, well, hitting on a guy really does show that well..I'm not ready for a relationship. I guess that well, right now, I just want to be single and be able to do what I want.

Craig and I didn't really talk much either, which I do blame my self on for the most part. We saw eachother a lot in the halls at school, but we never said anything. I mean..I admit it, I was a horrible girlfriend. I didn't even say happy birthday to the guy! I didn't call or anything..I mean..to be honest, that's really pathedic..I don't know, it just sucks. I wish I would have treated him better..sorry, Craig, if you're reading this. Oh, and happy late birthday. :/

But yeah..I guess that's it for now.
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[[ooooh look who's back]] [Sep. 12th, 2005|12:13 am]
manny santos<3
[[hehhe yes i'm joining again..like i told rhi this already, but right after i quit i regretted it after reading craig's entry..but yay im back..celebrate good times c'mon! *dances*]]
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[[leaving.]] [Sep. 8th, 2005|09:41 pm]
manny santos<3
[[hey guys, sorry, but i'm going to have to leave this rp. it really isn't working out for me, and seriously, NOTHING, is happening with my character. i admit, i don't try to make things happen so it's my own fault. i'd rather have someone else play manny, just choose wisely please. manny's like, my baby lol. i've played her in like, all of the rps i've ever been in.

anyways, feel free to IM me on my main sn, unpretty xxxx

you can also always check out degrassioocrpg, where i play cas!]]
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013 [Aug. 27th, 2005|02:44 am]
manny santos<3
[mood |lazylazy]
[music |Crazy For This Girl ll Evan and Jaron]

Is it just me or is no one on anymore? I don't know, maybe I'm the one never on anymore. Either way, I need to update this thing more..it needs to become a daily hobby to do, hah.

Anyway, NOTHING has happened, seriously..my life is so boring.

Hopefully it'll be more exciting the next time I update.
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012 [Aug. 24th, 2005|10:21 pm]
manny santos<3
[mood |coldcold]
[music |Drugs For Me ll Jimmy Eat World]

I don't know.
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